23/5/2010 : 6.05PM

5 weeks of poly life had passed. Its been really fast, as in life passes by really quick. However, do I enjoy my life? Has it been a pleasant journey? Well, I have no clue.
I have stuck in this chapter of my life for quite sometime, but I think I already drawn a fullstop on it. Should I start a new chapter? Sometimes, looking at those torn and dull pages, made me realised the lessons i have learnt from, however, I don't think I have walked out of those pages. Although, there are other golden pages, the whole book is practically still empty...

"Light is what give this world Life, and HOPE never loses its Light even when engulfed in Darkness."

New Day, New Beginning, Same Spirit and Unforgettable Memories

I know I write-in irregularly. Its because I don't have the......gan jue!
Firstly, was feeling really bad that i did not turn-up for the 'Family last dinner', really wasn't sure when will be the next.
In a few more hours, it's going to be the beginning of a new day, new journey. However, my feelings are clashing together, one side having the anxiety of going to the new school, another still holding on to the past.
Shouldn't I be feeling all pump-up and excited to enter the new environment? Seriously, I don't know what to think of now.
Another reason for me feeling this ways was what some other people said to me, about my life. Its seems that I may have to get a different approach to the things i do now, I also have not much of a clue what they say or what i am saying. Funny right?
People change, yes they change everyday, but they seems to evolve into another person. I don't really know anymore, its all not the same, not the same feeling. Maybe it's just me, refusing to move even an inch, or just having a slow processor.
Now, I just have to think of the 5 Brothers and 1 Sister as my pillars of support, my only strenght to keep on moving. To keep the spirit on, just like when we are together, overcoming any obstacles. The laughters, the sorrows, the unique bond and the unforgettable memories buried deep in my heart, like the heart of a scorching fire. However, will we last? Will I be able to think of you guys and talk when there is a problem like we did last time? Its not that I am doubting this family, but I am just unsure of myself, whether I am up for this challenge? Or would it be like the last dinner? But I believe, I believe that the bond will last, last till the very end, to the very end of the world, to the very end of my life. It will never be forgotten. The people, the feelings, the thin and thick we went through will always be in me.

B, X, A, S, J. Will always be in my heart.

Not as one individual, but as one strong and irreplaceable family.

Moving on

Its going to be the beginning of another part of my life. New people i would meet, new environment to adapt to and brand new sets of knowledge waiting for me to obtain. However, there is still some part of me that is unwilling to move on and wish they could cling on to the present. Well, there is just so little time.

- No matter where we are, our hearts will still beat as one, our bond strong and unbreakable.

Everlasting changes

As the days goes by, its all different.
Our life changes, enviroment changes, companions changes, emotional changes and et cetera.
Well, just need to live on and enjoy everyday.

Bros and Sis,
Thanks for the surprise on Saturday (3/4), with the relightable fun.

Seriously wonder...

Just a few days ago, i meet my primary school friend, my primary school BEST friend.
At first, we were suprised to see eachother and started chatting. However, what we chat on was just what school we went and who esle we knew went in the same school. Then, we went completly quiet. The 15 minutes bus ride seemed to be an hour long, and neither of us spoke.
This, it makes me think, really wonder, how it will be like when i meet my secondary school friends? Will it be the same? Will it be like gruelling-hours situation again?

Affinities...

I just realised this, the song that connects us: INSOMNIA..

Do you agree?

Sometimes to move forward,

We must look back to the past.

Is this really true?

Its going to be a begining of a new part of life, I am just unclear of the route ahead. I am just too attacted to the current life, but I know i just need to adapt to it.

Hope everyone can have a greater aim of life.

P.S Hope we are able to keep in contact and really LAST...

Think...

The shortest distance between two points is a straight line,
the longest distance between two points is a shortcut.

Meaningful

我相信我是这个世界的男主角，

一定有一部电影是为我而拍的。

而我，就是故事的主人，

哪怕是小人物，

我也会成为发光的咸鱼。

New year new life?

It's been really long since I had post.. Firstly, would like to wish all a happy new year, though through this vacant time, I highly doubt that there are frequent visitors.
Lets see, a look-back to the past first.. Think about it, i had really wasted a lot of time doing lots of unnecessary things. However, through all this I had learn, I had grown and was able to widen my 'eye-sight' more. I have taken quite a big step this year, doing things that I thought I was not capable of doing, though it was a failure, I learnt from it, how to do it right, react right and think right. *This very year, I also celebrated my first ever birthday with friends, though it was simple, I had enjoy it, i really do. *Next part, its this time of the year again, remember how was it like last year, don't want to emphasize on it. *This night, was a tedious night. It all didn't went right, from the start of it, to the end. However, when she held my hands, it felt really great, but i was not able to fulfill it, I was just too greedy, hoping too much. I had type a really long massage, I did not expect a reply, as I just wanted to say out how i feel. I was really shock when she gave a call, it was my very first time saying all this things. Although, it did not turn out the way i want it to be, I was still feeling happy for myself. Finally, I was able to step out this step, thanks to her.
2010- Its the start of a new life. Everything will never be the same again, was both looking forward and worried about it, but I knew it will all be fine. New year resolution? I think I will just keep it in my heart.
Starting to miss some of my friends already, hope that we will able to meet up next time.
To Bros and Sis:
Really happy to have known all of you. Every single one of you contributed to part of my life, will never forget what you all had said and taught me. Its seems that we have much affinity(07 08 09), hope that we will still be able to keep in contact.
Lastly, a new year had began, its another part of our life. Look back, learn from the past, you will sure be able to discover your inner self more. Hope everyone will be fine.

你的背影。。。

我，似乎放手一些些了。
在15日，当我在回家的路上，我看见了你。
但，你不想见到我，越走越快，我们的距离也越来越远了。
我，看着你的背影，我的心不知怎么的，感到酸酸的。。。
突然，一阵风吹过，在阳光的照耀下，你，变得更明显了。。。
我，想起了那首歌。。。

A familiar scent drift by.
The breeze that just blew past you, is blowing towards me now...
You're the only source of sunshine in my heart.


Let's just see... after O's...

会想起。。。

我，无时无刻都在挂念着你。每次， 都亲不自禁地想起你。
都已过了半年，我还是忘不了你。 真的不知道我到底在想什么。
每次见到你，不知怎么的，都无法正眼望着你。但是，每次碰面，我们都只能檫肩而过。
时常听到熟悉的歌也会想起你。有些歌词，述说了我心里想要表达的。
我看，我暂时，还是无发忘记你。。。

It's been quite a long time...

我不知要做些什么，想些什么，说些什么。
每次，看见你，遇见你，都不知如何是好。
但，一开口，就把一切毁了。
所以，只能默默地看着你的背影，想着你的笑容，换掉你的不愉。

*现在，只能希望，你将永远，幸福，快乐。。。