Sudden Remembrance

Right now, I'm feeling like there is this huge feeling in my heart..
During Chinese lesson today, it started to rain, heavily. All of a sudden, this teacher came up to our class, looking for her. I felt like something had just poked me, I started staring out of the window...

When her name was mention, her image started flowing into my mind, and i felt emptied... During the rest of the lesson, i completely do not have the heart to study, kept thinking of her and what happened..

Its another undescribable feeling..
Time is not on my side..

The Special Day..

Well.., it have not been a really good day for me..
Finally picked up my courage and love her.. but instead, I made her angry and irritated.. I am not sure whether did she opened and see the present or even see the letter, but I would really like her to keep it..
It all seem like I've done it wrong, all wrong. The wrong way to give a present, wrong way to write a letter, the wrong way to convey my love..
Its been a day, having an indescribable feeling and a unfinished conversation.. Will it be alright?

Just want to say, I'm sorry...

*Will time really make it fade away? Can the flow be with me? Will i bear to let it go?