紫里彩虹，愉快人生

我想通了。

我们只是从小一起长大，

所以喜欢她，只是一种习惯。

热积月累，我就变得很执著。

经过几次的尝试，我始终还是失败。

我很难过，毕竟这就是期待落空。

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但我毕竟坚持了这么久，

该是放手的时候。

虽然一开始我就是一相情愿，

但我并不后悔，

因为你是值得我去爱的人。

谢谢你以前给我的美好回忆，

虽然模糊，

但非常愉快。

希望你不会再遇见像我一样这么烦的人。

祝你永远幸福快乐。

谢谢你，对不起。

‘ The hardest thing in life, is to be yourself, and face the truth. '

Finding the lost feeling

Staying up late tonight again.
A sudden thought occurred to me, what is studies? Why are we studying? I remembered how it was like studying in primary school. During that time, I enjoyed studying, everyday I would get up feeling all excited for school. It was like studying is not a chore, but a process to learn, marks wasn't as important as it was now, but the feeling of getting the top few really felt great.

' Certificates only proves that you got the assurance of the world, but it doesn't assure that you will be happy, studying blindly. '

However, that feeling had disappeared now. I studied because I want that diploma, I want to get GPA of 4 and I want to get my picture up that scholar board! I need to get back that feeling, realising what is the real purpose of studying again, and I know I will be able to do it!

' No brains or brawls will be able to compare to a heart of gold. '

The Truth

Staying up late every now and then, seeing you online, saw you awake. I know I shouldn't, but I just kept on remembering, those heart pumping moments that will never be forgotten.

' Everthing I said, the words, the sentences, the paragraphs, even the punctuation, all comes from the bottom of my heart.'

' I would rather say the truth to make you realise and choose your own path, then lying to you as I would also be lying to myself.'